Those of us that are on Terra from the Central Sun are here primarily to evaluate the application of the Constructs to Creation, and to determine where changes may be needed. In many cases, the changes may be relatively minor, but in some cases, the changes will be more extensive. This post is about one of those changes. It should be cautioned that these changes will take time to implement, so please do not expect any quick changes. And as a warning, some of the information in this post could be a PTSD trigger for some people.

There are Souls that are incarnate that have some degree of special abilities.  In this particular case, one of those “special abilities” includes an ability to observe events that occurred in the past, from the first person perspective. 

I have known about many of my abilities since my teens, about 50 years as of this writing. This particular ability I was unaware of until my mid to late 40s.  I have known for many years information about my last life; I was a U.S. Army soldier in World War 2. Specifically, I was a Staff Sergeant in the 2nd Ranger Battalion, “A” Company. I died on June 6th, 1944, on the bluffs just above Omaha Beach; I had been clearing a trench of german soldiers with a Private, and I was killed when a german soldier fired a machine gun burst. It was about 8:30 in the morning. I have been back to this event, several times, and have lived through this event each time. 

For those that do not know much of the history of D-Day, “A” Company of the 2nd Ranger Battalion went ashore on D-Day in the “Dog Green” sector of Omaha beach. To their right was a unit of the 116th Infantry Division. In some of times when I went back to these events of my own past, I have begun on shortly arriving on the Normandy beach; as I am looking around, trying to find my bearings, I have noticed the soldiers of the 116th Infantry division a few hundred feet away from my position. One soldier in particular has caught my eye a number of times; he was a combat medic, on the beach trying to attend to the wounded. This medic would treat a wounded soldier, only to have them soon die. At one point, the medic went up on his knees, and, while having bandages, began yelling at the german soldiers (who were firing around him with their machine guns) to just give him a chance to help the wounded soldiers.  Because he was on his knees, he became their target. He was shot dead. The Soul of this combat medic I know as a woman that I worked with in this life, prior to retirement.  I have also had many other Lives involving this Soul.  I have experienced his death in the first person as well; in one of the times going to this time, I have experienced his frustration, and later death. He was not adequately trained for what he experienced, which was the reason for the frustration and anger at the german machine gunners. 

On another occasion, while on a business trip to the united Kingdom (coincidently on June 6th), I was asked by a very close friend to look at the past of another woman who was on the trip with us. This time, the entire experience was in the first person; I had no apparent control – it was as if I was intended to experience this persons last life, at least their last few minutes of life.  I was taken back to the night of June 5th-June 6th, 1944; I found myself on an aircraft, with a number of other soldiers. I would later know this aircraft as a C-47 – the military equivalent of a DC-3; the soldiers in the aircraft were combat parachute soldiers of the 101st airborne. The plane was flying over the English Channel initially, and then over the Normandy beaches on their way to their assigned jump location.  Shortly after I arrived, the aircraft came under attack from german anti-aircraft fire (also known as flak). The flak was heavy, and was affecting other aircraft as well.  After what seemed like 20 minutes of flying through this, the aircraft was hit directly; the engine caught fire, which caused the aircraft to explode.  The fuel in the wings went first, and then the wall of fire came through the cabin of the aircraft, engulfing all of the soldiers aboard. We were all standing, as out jump point was coming up. The fuel fed fire consumed all Souls aboard; some tried to escape by jumping, but their chutes caught fire as they exited. In “my” case (that of the soldier I was experiencing this through), I tried desperately to put out the fire by patting it out with my hands. All while burning. After about 30-45 seconds, the aircraft crashed and exploded, instantly killing all those who remained alive (including the soldier I was experiencing this through). 

To say that experiencing these event was traumatic is an understatement. But I have come to know why.  I have a number of “triggers” because of these events; the movie “Saving Private Ryan”, and the second episode of “The Band of Brothers” are such events. Having experienced these events in the first person through Souls that were present and died there (including myself), what is depicted in the productions is incredibly accurate. I have experienced the trauma of war from a rather unique perspective, on multiple occasions, and from multiple perspectives. I have experienced other wars, but none were as violent as the events of 1944; most of the other experiences involved hand to hand combat. In this case, there was an air of “impersonal” involved that contributed to the trauma – you knew that death was about to occur, but you did not know anything about the individual(s) who were involved. 

Trauma such as that experienced here does not end with the death of the individual, it continues into subsequent lives, and it can have adverse effects on the Life path of the person. In the case of the 2 soldiers, the events and trauma of that last life continue with them into their current life, in one form or another. It can have a significant impact on their ability and willingness to exercise Free Will, particularly in situation that they perceive to be dangerous.

So why have I related these experiences?  Because War is one of the things that will be eliminated as a possibility. It will involve work with multiple Constructs, and it will take time to work through many of the details needed to properly implement the work and changes.

But at some point in Time, war will no longer exist, in any form. That is why I experienced the events of that day.